NERVEmber + Goals for 2018

In a Facebook post that read ‘

Goals for 2018
– Continue healing all aspects of myself.
– Continue to learn and utilize holistic remedies
– Continue post Gohl Method protocols
– Start off slow and end big.

 

I could have shared more because there is more. So much more I want to accomplish. Yet because of my inability still to commit, I left it at that. If the above is all I achieve, I’ve achieved it all.

I’ve spoken to several people after me who have been traumatized by the healthcare system. Traumatized in ways that isn’t the logo’s promoted for these services. Humanity.

There isn’t anything humane in treating people, patients so minimally that they feel worse after seeing you than they did when they sought your help. I don’t know for certain if it was the CDC ruling, or the President declaring an emergency on opioids but I do know for certain that inhumane attitudes, remarks, and accusations is not the definition of humanity.

I would have rather had a physician tell me no, dismiss me not knowing what to do for me than have had them assume I was someone I wasn’t.

I’ve spoken to people who did everything right in their care, for their life, and still everything went wrong. A person who is at the top of the advocacy chain, admired by many, and still was treated so poorly that trauma, PTSD has resulted.

Is there a word, a code, a safe word someone can use when we’re so serious about our pain, state of mind,  or knowing better for ourselves that we’re believed?

There wasn’t for me. I reserved that 10 my entire life. And when I used it I was thrown away.

Now other people are experiencing what I did. Prominent people. The only thing I had done wrong if it was even truly wrong at all was self medicate with alcohol after the facts, amidst the denials, delays, and incompetence. This person doesn’t do any of that.

My road is still long but I see an ending for it. I have a long way to go in healing but I know I will. I still have the diseases, syndromes and so forth but because I was blessed with MLT and my own determination, I’m alive.

I’m listening to the NERVEmber posts and as much video as I can grab before my comp shuts down from trying and I hear the people talk about their much needed, lifetime care.

I don’t have that.

Imagine a world with no care from western medicine for whatever reason because it doesn’t matter why. Just imagine you on your own for your life. For your pain relief and your well being. From your symptoms and your uncertainty.

If you can you might understand me. Because I’ve gone through it, I understand you.

It may have taken you a moment to feel me and why I fell so hard, but you do know now because you’ve went there too.

After my decline I asked for 1 year. 1 year to heal myself, progress, find me, learn me.

I thought I would be good a year later.  While my year began October 24, 2016 in a sense it begins toward the end of January of 2017.

It may not seem it from onlookers, but i have come far physically, mentally, emotionally, and spiritually.

I wanted to try to find my way back into some advocacy. for 2018. I don’t know yet.

I’m not certain yet because it isn’t always over when we want it to be. Sometimes it takes a lifetime.

All I know for sure is that I’ve been through and overcome obstacles that many believe aren’t possible.

Stronger Than Pain – Kurtis Ozra VanFleet

Medtronic INC

Arisen Strength – Shane Schulz

Gohl Method – Arik Gohl

You’re my only commitments.

 

I’ll try for you.

 

I start off slow and end big each and every day because I reach a new tomorrow.

That goal is my only priority. My ID isn’t just RsdCrpsFire for the fire of CRPS/RSD. It’s symbolic in living, thriving, the fires that be within ourselves. Passion. There’s always a duality in me.

I currently can’t talk right and for those who understood why I couldn’t 2 years ago, you might understand now. Otherwise, I won’t be sharing why.  Let me just say that if I do any voice, phone calls or videos that I’ll have a lisp. My sound, voice and speech will be altered. I’m okay with it. I have to be. This video doesn’t contain that problem.

Enough said. x

 

 

 

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Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Mid Month Review with Feature 7- The ACPA- History of Pain Awareness Month

I wish I could share the goodness of the world with everyone. The people I’ve shared have been people who are making an impact in the lives of others despite their own complications. Illness, disability, pain, yet hope enough in their passion’s to keep going… for you.

Some of them I barely know in the sense of talking with them. A few of them, I’ve had less than an hour or so of combined time in conversation exchange. Having the gift of knowing and the ability to feel at higher levels than most, I was compelled to ask these people if I could share them, honor them, and feature them this month. Each one of them, by their own energy, gave me a piece of them, the part that let me show you who they are in spirit. It was by a glimpse of their own souls experiences that led me to reach out to them.

Review

Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 1 – The Faces and Limbs of Pain

https://rsdadvisory.com/2015/08/31/pain-awareness-month-2015-feature-1-the-faces-and-limbs-of-pain/


Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 2 – Trudy Thomas, Living with HOPE Radio Show

https://rsdadvisory.com/2015/09/03/pain-awareness-month-feature-2-trudy-thomas-living-with-hope-radio-show/


Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 3 – Shane Schulz, Arisen Strength

https://rsdadvisory.com/2015/09/07/pain-awareness-month-2015-feature-3-shane-schulz-arisen-strength/


Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 4 – Power of Pain Foundation

https://rsdadvisory.com/2015/09/12/pain-awareness-month-2015-feature-4-power-of-pain-foundation/


Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 5 – Sheila Purcell – United Kentucky Pain Care Action Network

https://rsdadvisory.com/2015/09/15/pain-awareness-month-2015-feature-5-sheila-purcell-united-kentucky-pain-care-action-network/


Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 6 – Epithelioid hemangioendothelioma (EHE)

https://rsdadvisory.com/2015/09/19/pain-awareness-month-2015-feature-6-epithelioid-hemangioendothelioma-ehe/



Pain Awareness Month 2015 – Feature 7 – American Chronic Pain Association

Have you ever wondered about the history of pain awareness month? The American Chronic Pain Association and Partners for Understanding Pain is your last feature share for September.

September is Pain Awareness Month
http://theacpa.org/September-is-Pain-Awareness-Month


Below you will find the history of pain awareness month in a timeline PDF document. Beginning in 2001 with a pain awareness campaign. Did you know? Please consider sharing so that others might learn also. Be sure to share in the documents original form.


Pain Awareness Month History

http://theacpa.org/uploads/Pain_Awareness_Month_History.pdf

For more information

The American Chronic Pain Association (ACPA)
http://theacpa.org/

The American Chronic Pain Association (ACPA)
Partners for Understanding Pain
http://theacpa.org/Partners-for-Understanding-Pain

Pain Awareness Toolkits
http://theacpa.org/Pain-Awareness-Toolkits

You can also find the American Chronic Pain Association on:

Facebook-
https://www.facebook.com/pages/The-American-Chronic-Pain-Association/113362482021895

Twitter-
https://twitter.com/TheACPA
@TheACPA

YouTube-
http://www.youtube.com/user/TheACPAChannel

Pinterest-
https://www.pinterest.com/theacpa/
The information provided is for pain awareness and educational purposes only. All rights reserved to The American Chronic Pain Association for their content.


I hope that I’ve proffered enough of myself this year for you and I wish you all the very best in your journeys to continue to make a difference in the lives of others. I pray each of you get all that you need in this life and give back all that you’re able to.

thank-you-

I wish you all well,

And enough.

~Twinkle V.

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Pain Awareness Month 2015- Feature 3 – Shane Schulz, Arisen Strength

Shane Schulz is on a mission. He’s gained experience, knowledge and spiritual enlightenment through his own journey. He’s able to relate on a level many would not understand. He has knowledge of military academies, co-dependency, co-addiction, dependency and addiction, personality disorders, homelessness, abuse and child abuse. He understands varying emotions, self loathing, low self esteem, grief and depression. He’s familiar with post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), types of suicide, ideations and therapy. He understands the importance of love and acceptance. After a bit of a hiatus and feeling a sense of dis-ease, a purpose yet to be fulfilled, and a heart that hadn’t beat for a purpose in some time.. it came suddenly.

After about 2 years of feeling stuck, that place inside us, most of us know, he felt the beat again and Arisen Strength was born. Listen to The Beginning- Arisen Strength Concept and Mission

ArisenStrengthMicrophone

Shane together with co-host Wayne Hacker bring you a weekly podcast Sunday nights at 8:00 p.m EST. They aim to help others bring their suppressed dreams and talents back to life again! Harnessing both your purpose and your strength. Do you know your purpose? Your strength? Arisen Strength is bound to awaken what’s already inside you.

A few episodes have included, but are not limited to Bullying, Lyme Disease, Multiple Sclerosis, Mental Health Awareness Month, Lupus, Mold Awareness, Depression and PTSD, When Life Gets Hard, Domestic Abuse, The Freedom of Acceptance, Addiction, Understanding Depression, Donorship and the Human Factor, Autism, Self Esteem, and To Encourage and Empower.

Through his higher power, his God, and new-found determination that began anew with that beat of his heart it wasn’t just Shane who was born again that day, but Arisen Strength, too.

He shares his journey so that you might identify with him and the message he brings for you. When you think you have failed, lack self-worth, are without strength, with an unfulfilled purpose, he will bring back that strength in you and help you rise to your fullest potential. He’s a motivational speaker for Serenely Speaking which he also founded.

Shane and Wayne bring you topics often dismissed.

Shane Shultz- Arisen Strength Cropped

In an interview with Shane he mentioned primary and secondary emotion’s. I knew right away where he was going even though we didn’t stay on topic more than a minute or two. It’s important for me to mention this because by him being aware of the primary and secondary’s in such a way of already realizing how emotions impact our everyday lives, he’s able to utilize this knowledge as he helps bring you out of the emotional roller-coasters of life. The negative impact of our own emotions and the consequences that come with them can be devastating.

We need to learn how to replace negative feelings of hopelessness with a positive sense of well-being.

The www.arisenstrength.com website is born!

Arisen Strength events can now be found ALL in one spot!

1. Watch the show and chat with friends in the Arisen Strength Chatzy Show Room!
*They have a Mobile app built into the page for those who watch on their phone!

2. Twitter Feed
3. Facebook Feed
4. New Spotlight Videos
5. Both Shane and Wayne have their own Blog that you can comment on.
6. Feedback – They want to hear from you!

Check them out! There’s more to come.


FACEBOOK –

https://www.facebook.com/ShaneSchulzHostofArisenStrength – Profile Arisen Strength

https://www.facebook.com/groups/TheArisenStrengthFamily/ – Brand NEW- The Arisen Strength Family

https://www.facebook.com/shane.schulz.speakingtotheheart – Profile (Serenely Speaking owns Arisen Strength)

http://www.chatzy.com/ArisenStrength – This is the Interactive Show Room where you  can watch
the show and chat all in one place.

TWITTER –

https://twitter.com/ArisenStrength

@ArisenStrength

https://twitter.com/serenelyspeakn

@serenelyspeakn

“How It Works In Reality” (Episode 19)  – An episode where Shane and Wayne explain how they use the
Arisen Strength concepts in their daily lives

https://youtu.be/WHXRt33Z584


EMAIL –

ArisenStrength@gmail.com