Precious Girl

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PRECIOUS GIRL

Dedicated to my daughters Kharisma Anna Magdalena VanFleet(March 11th)

and Erykah Virginia VanFleet (March 15th)

ON YOUR BIRTHDAY,

A WONDERFUL SPIRIT WAS BORN OUT OF LOVE-

OUT OF MY BODY YOU CAME, A BLESSING FROM ABOVE.

SOMETIMES, IT HASN’T BEEN EASY-

MAKING SURE YOU HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT,

AT TIMES, I DON’T GET TO SEE YOU MUCH-

WORKING TO MAKE ENDS MEET.

ALWAYS BELIEVE THAT I LOVE YOU-

FORGIVE ME, FOR THE MOMENTS I’VE MISSED OUT,

FOR I HOPE ONE DAY YOU’LL UNDERSTAND-

WHAT THE QUALITY IN OUR TIME IS ALL ABOUT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY PRECIOUS GIRLS-

WHEN GOD GAVE ME YOU, HE GAVE ME THE WORLD.

Copyright©1995-2015 Twinkle Wood-VanFleet/Golden Rainbow Poetry/All rights reserved.

For viewing purposes only. May not be copied, reproduced or altered in any way without permission. May be shared with source in view. . Has been published at several poetry sites through out the years. Originally written in 1995.

(You were so little when this was written)

Out of my body you came and…

Happy Birthday my baby girls…

I love you today, tomorrow, forever and a day more.

You have both grown to amaze me in your own ways. You have never let me down. You will go forth in your lives to laugh, smile, cry, laugh again, and I love you more than you know.

Never ever forget that!

~Your Mama

Love My Crazy

Love My Crazy

By Twinkle VanFleet

Love my crazy
Love my fire
Love my passion
I desire

Love my laughter
Love my pain
Love my compassion
By which I’ve gained

Love my present
Love my past
Love the future
At a glance

Love opening minds
Love removing blinds
Love makin’ points
With aching joints

Love spreading word
While still not cured
Love faking it
Toward making it

Love a little change
To rearrange
Love to share
And make aware

Love my path
And my faith
Love my heart
And his grace

Love my uncertainty
And my place
Love my light
And my space

Love my actions
By which I learn
Love my words
Palms upturned

Love my mind
And my emotion
Love my crazy
And my devotion.

©2015 Twinkle VanFleet  All Rights Reserved.

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Trinity (Mama Lived)

Trinity (Mama lived)

by Twinkle VanFleet

3 years old
Sitting on the officer’s lap
Daddy wasn’t there,
The memory still impairs.
Dying,
Little girl wandering
No one around,
Baby girl pondering
Someone come home.
(Trinity)
Where’s mama?
Pained, bruised, all messed up
Tried to take herself out,
Didn’t know what it was all about.
Took little daughter into her arms
I love you, Mama said before she went
Little girl remembers before the decent
Flat line, just in time
To come back to it all again,
Hard life, battered wife
Just couldn’t know it then.
(Trinity)
21 gun salute
Young woman watched the ammo fly through the air,
Picked up a shell, couldn’t really bear
Daddy went to heaven, mama left the state
Fate would be sealed,
All those years ago
Would lose them both, never would heal.
Flash backs, no take backs
Destiny became the remedy,
Mama got a new life
She’s a good wife.
(Trinity)
Big girl now,
Never had to forgive it
By the trinity that gives
Blessed to know and feel it
Ma ma my mama lives
©2015 Twinkle VanFleet  All Rights Reserved. Copyright Laws and Regulations of the United States http://www.copyright.gov/title17/
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Now I Lay Me Down… (An RSD/CRPS Poem)

Poem Now I Lay Me Down by Twinkle Wood VanFleetThis poem is dedicated to all my RSD/CRPS brothers and sisters. It was written only a few months ago. For many years I had a popular poetry site called Golden Rainbow Poetry and became Golden Rainbow Poetry Creations as it evolved. I had a small business license back then under the same name.

Many of my poems have been lost, some have been found and others are hopefully backed up on a drive I have not located yet. From my earlier years of writing there is a journal type book somewhere that has dozens hand written in. I am hoping it is in the garage in a box.

Soon I will begin to share the ones I do have available. Some have been published in both hard print and audio, in hard bound compilations of 100’s of poets together in 1 book, 4 of my poems live inside those, others on various internet sites. I wrote a poem for 911 that is on audio. The project was published as both hard bound book with an audio CD, mine made it to the audio part.

Each of my poems have a mood, some in imagery that leaves the reader to wonder the meaning and also to connect with the words themselves.

Some of these poems could come from the reader themselves. It could be anyone, anywhere and at anytime.

It is still Nervember (November) National RSD/CRPS Awareness Month. I hope the poem above brings a bit of awareness to those who can’t seem to grasp the meaning of RSD/CRPS. Or… What it feels like.

A special thanks to Barby Ingle, Trudy ThomasChris Greulich, and the Power of Pain Foundation.

Thanksgiving is less than 2 days away. I have much thanks to celebrate. Especially for the having the very best husband in the world, my children, grandson and the fire in my flesh and bones I survive however hard.

I am thankful for those friends mentioned above.  I am thankful for my mom, sister and extended family. I am thankful for being here to help others, I am thankful for those who help me.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Always be as well as you can be

Wishing each of you pain eased days and nights…