Planning Forward

So much to do. Feel much better than the last couple of days having a plan in place now. Not only that I’m distracting myself packing, sorting and throwing things away too. Never know when I’ll be ready to move as previously planned and leave our house to our son. Taking these Vitamins and Supplements should start helping here soon even if it takes a couple of weeks for full benefit.

I contacted someone to help me with these things moving forward. Holistically and naturally to manage the rest of my life. To learn and use what is taught to me by this profoundly knowledgeable master of non western medicine.

Interestingly enough 16 years of CRPS and over a dozen of secondaries as a result and the next 16 years of having a chance to put all or most behind me equals the age I was when the injury occurred that started it all. 32.

I pray to learn how to live without needing anything in healthcare. I hope to learn the ways of nature and embrace what should have never evolved into being what it’s all become.

“A tiny change today brings a dramatically different tomorrow.”
~ Richard Bach, One

I just have to recondition the conditioning placed on us by societal beliefs. I’m already old ways. I’m already of the olden days. Our society believes that respect must be earned. I don’t ascribe to that idea. I respect people upon meeting them. When I meet you, I respect you. From there it can only be lost. To believe that someone has to go out of their way for me to respect them in the first place is ridiculous to me. In the opposite sense for me to have to do something, have something to offer, or be pleasing enough to receive someone’s respect is silly. It means that each of us control another person for respect to be applied, received or rejected.

2 of the definitions of respect is defined as:

esteem for or a sense of the worth or excellence of a person, a personal quality or ability, or something considered as a manifestation of a personal quality or ability:

deference to a right, privilege, privileged position, or someone or something considered to have certain rights or privileges; proper acceptance or courtesy; acknowledgment.

So if someone doesn’t possess these qualities they shouldn’t be respected? I can’t agree. Of course there are people I have a higher respect for than others, but it doesn’t mean someone else doesn’t have my respect because they are somehow less. It’s an ugly world. Even words and definitions are re created to fit a purpose, and often when the words don’t even fit at all.

Everyone should be afforded courtesy until there’s no reason to be courteous. What might a reason be for me? Malice. Malicious intent, and double standards without regard to reasoning or circumstances.

This woman next door? Respect is fairly minimal to none now.

Off to snuggle with my dogs.