Its been a wonderful birthday week.
Last Saturday, my husband and I met up with our son, his beautiful wife, and our precious grandchildren Ezekiel, Greyson, and Liliana to attend a non profit benefit. The organization- Project Ride has several fundraising benefits annually, but I’d asked to go to the Spaghetti Feed, a few months back, as an early birthday gift of family time.
I wish my daughter Rikki was here. She lives in Michigan.
My son secured our tickets and we had a great time.
In order to be able to manage weight bearing, I did my usual prep routine. I’d gotten Lidocaine on both feet the day prior, otherwise, I’d have not been able to endure the footwear and walking on uneven ground. It was a sand floor. The benefit takes place in an enormous barn with a at least a thousand people present. Of course, I had my noise reducing ear plugs in but loose and secure. No one can tell that I have these in, unless I reveal it. That’s rare. The buds are discreet and I can tap them in as necessary, and re loosen simply.
I didn’t take my cane because I saved up my leg time to not have to. It all ended in perfect timing as an accomplished evening. The event was located in Elk Grove and not too far from our home. My Son drove an hour to meet us there. He lives in Fairfield, closer to the Bay Area. I have Kratom tea for on the go, and OTC analgesics, as well. We were back home about 3 hours later. I wasn’t forced to push too hard to manage making beautiful memories.
I’m hoping to make it part of my routine to attend yearly.

Today, my born day, we had our oldest daughter and grandson over. I made 15 homemade low carb enchiladas on Friday. All I’d have to do when they arrived was bake them.
Living with multiple chronic conditions and intractable pain stole too many years.
I’m clever in my planning and always mindful to pace my body and activities. By doing so, I can do anything! Well, perhaps not, but much more than the first 20 years with CRPS and these specific permanent disabilities. I’ll be at the 25th year January 26th. Others are unrelated.
I’m just always careful to not overdo and not push myself excessively. I push beyond my limits already, there’s a fine line to that becoming the edge.
While a flare is increasing in intensity, I’m okay enough right now and I know in a few days it’ll begin to ease from this acute instigation. I’ll definitely need a few days to recover and that’s okay.
This morning began with attending Church. I presented our Welcome, Scripture and Prayer to the congregation both in-person and online.
Unfortunately, I swell regularly. I dislike my appearance while it’s occurring. Inflammation is daily. I woke with my whole body swollen, my face puffy. By afternoon that subsided some. It’s always present to a degree.
My blood oxygen has been on the lower side for more than a decade. Finally, I’ve gotten back on a CPAP.
Even with my machine its still low, but I’ve had a few nights better. Just not too many as of yet. I’m presuming lack of blood flow, circulation, and feeling like my air has been turned down contributes, as well as living in pain each and every day no matter what I do or don’t do.
I don’t smile because life is good; I smile because God is.
I became my Church’ Official Community Manager in June 2025. This upcoming March will be 6 years since I’ve held this position in service.
All the Glory to the Father!

October 26, 2025
Thank you, Jesus!
Information on Project Ride, Inc.
Harnessing The Magic to Change Lives
44 years of accreditation.
Project R.I.D.E. Inc. offers therapeutic recreational horseback riding instruction to over 600 riders with disabilities and special needs. Our goal is to improve physical, emotional, and social functioning through participation in a highly structured and safe program. Riders’ interaction with carefully selected and trained horses improves their balance, posture, flexibility, sensory awareness, and endurance, in addition to increasing confidence, self-esteem, self-discipline, motivation, attention span, and integration with non-disabled peers.
Our program certainly has therapeutic benefits, but it is recreational in nature and is meant to be a fun activity that aligns with the goals of other therapeutic interventions.
Mission Statement: Project R.I.D.E. will provide children and adults with special needs a safe, educational and recreational equine experience to enrich their physical and emotional development.
Forward in faith…